= orphan year =

"mungkin karena gue suka nangisan pas batita dulu lah yang bikin gue ditinggal pergi sama bokap gue"





entahlah, cuma nyokap dan bokap gue yg tau..





karena nyokap gue dulu selalu bilang kalo bokap gue pergi karena kawin lagi..





tapi yg pasti kalimat diatas udah sukses bikin gue marah dalam diam,





marah pada diri gue sendiri yg ga bisa ngerubah semua itu,
dan juga pada mahluk yg disebut dengan tuhan yg disembah oleh banyak orang,
karena udah ngebiarin hidup nyokap gue ngenes bahkan sampe hari kematiannya..
























istirahat yg tenang disana ya ma..

= november rain =

when i look into your eyes, i can see a love restrained,
but darlin' when i hold you don't you know i feel the same..
nothin' lasts forever and we both know hearts can change,
and it's hard to hold a candle in the cold november rain..

we've been through this such a long long time, just tryin' to kill the pain..
but love is always coming and love is always going
and no one's really sure who's lettin' go today, walking away..
if we could take the time to lay it on the line,
i could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine, all mine..

so if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain..
or i'll just end up walkin' in the cold november rain..

do you need some time on your own,
do you need some time all alone,
everybody needs some time on their own,
don't you know you need some time all alone..

mother how are you today?

mother, how are you today?
here is a note from your daughter,
with me everything is ok,
mother, how are you today?

mother, don't worry, i'm fine,
promise to see you this summer,
this time there will be no delay,
mother, how are you today?

i found the man of my dreams,
next time you will get to know him..
many things happened while i was away,
mother, how are you today?

= toninght tonight =

time is never time at all, you can never ever leave
without leaving a piece of youth..
and our lives are forever changed, we will never be the same,
the more you change the less you feel..

believe, believe in me, believe, believe..

that life can change, that you're not stuck in vain..
we're not the same, we're different..
tonight, tonight, tonight, so bright, tonight, tonight..

= you'll never walk alone =

when you walk through the storm, hold your head up high
and don't be afraid of the dark,
at the end of the storm there's a golden sky
and the sweet silver song of a lark..

walk on through the wind,
walk on through the rain,
for your dreams be tossed and blown..

walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
and you'll never walk alone,
you'll never walk alone..